最重要的過客

你，一個最重要的過客，之所以是過客，因為你未曾會為我停留。曾經在我人生中撒下歡樂的種子，之所以只是種子而不開花，因為你未曾為它澆水施肥。曾經劃下我人生中的一根傷痕，之所以有傷痕，因為你未曾溫柔地憐憫過。曾經給我一線的光明而瞬間帶來全部的黑暗，之所以灰暗，因為你未曾想過為我照亮。

就因为你， 我学会更自私更爱自己。
或许，我应该感激你所给的回忆和感受。
从今以后，我要过得更美！

A world calls "brave"

bye bye 2013, a new years called 2014 replaced my 'brave" years.
To describe the past year 2013, the world ---BRAVE  is the appropriate world.
Refresh the past time , the felling of L-O-V-E mostly occupied in my life.

A secret that nobody is discover , nobody relies, nobody bother....
Deep in my heart, i have done what should be done. no regret at all .
A genuine and sincere vindication for you in past few years , yet its turn nothing but grieved.
I am not sure whether it just a game for you, perhaps i am not so important for you.

Anyway, it has past. A wonderful life is waiting for me and also for you. Wish you everything all right.
blessed story would be created in this new years. New session has been warming up my motivation.
Some of the thing is complicated, it might be right and it might be wrong. No answer is the best answer; perhaps something made it understand clearly it would turn bad and we would lose and lost.

New pages of 2014, i want to write meaningful and merit  record in my history.
All the best all. we have to move on and on even we had hurt and sad before.
Brave so that i can face myself
Brave so that i can let it go
Brave so that i know where i am

Thank you for bringing me to the place where called love ;
where the place that fell my heart beating.
where the place i would keep in secretly....

Chinese new year is coming

Today is 1st Feb 2013, the wilayah persekutuan Kuala Lumpur holiday.  Yet I still have to go back office to finish my job. But I  felt  no regret and blame to continues my job because I has found what i like to do  and what am I doing...
The time flies fast, it is time to speed up my life and furnish my spirit and mental. Chinese new year is around the corner, but the memory when i was graduated, I was studying, when I was with my buddies, the time when I still a student. It just like it was happening yesterday. Those happy and suffering past time was make me who am I today.
Honestly , the life in university able to educate a teenage to become stronger. Especially, there is no people to help you and you have to learn to solve the problem by yourself...

New challenge....And .. my turbo is on..!

L I F E

Just want to share this meaningful MV from the chinese singer,
It was the MV that i found the most suitable to describe life...life just like a movie, it is recorded and reviewed when we reach the ending point of our life.
And the lyric is meaningful.... Cheers to our life,whether or  not it can be returned back to previous!
A person who was born until the time when the life is ended.
The time can't be stopped, we should appreciate every moment  that we have.
* (by the way i just briefly translate it)..

看了这MV，我终于感受到人生如戏。刚踏入21 岁我更加感受到时间过的神速般的快；
我，领悟到什么叫“珍惜”；
人活在这世上，“情”是人类最赤子的但也是最能影响彼此的。
无论是亲情；友情；爱情。这些都是我们大部分人必定会领会到的感觉~
出生的婴孩，感受到父母亲的爱；
到了童年，感受到教师们的爱；
到了成年，发觉朋友占了生命的一部分；
等到拍拖，结婚才知道生命中的另一伴便是那位能陪你走到生命的终点；
然而，我们的下一代更是我们给予爱的那个。

会不会有一天，我们真的会到最初的那一天？
如果时间能退到你我会不去的那一天，
那真不可思意了。
我非常珍惜及享受现在，感受现在；
很感谢身边的人，无论是激发我的，鼓励我的
；激怒我的；说我“不可能”的：我想说很高兴认识你！
世上有这么多人，我就是碰见你们。。。那就是缘分。
有了你们的出现，我的生命增添了不少味道和色彩；至少我并不是孤单。
勇敢坦率，让我勇于面对生活；
也只有它们，我不感到后悔遗憾。

生命就这么短，短得能拍出一部含含只有几分钟的短片；
如果不珍惜现在，现在的这一秒就会在下一秒变成历史的那一秒了！
你觉得呢？

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A letter to my table:

Dear table, thank you for accompany me throughout my University life...
Dear table, thank you to providing me the best and suitable environment of studying ...
Dear table, thank you to allowing me to sit down and complete the difficult task...
Dear table, thank you to giving me a comfort space to have a proper deliberation and elaboration...

Your owner,
Llyen Tan

The sea view at Pulau perhentian

There are nice views in pulau perhentian, especially under the sea. But, my camera is not waterproof. Oopps, i cant have a beautiful photograph with the fish ,turtle and baby shark. Never mind, i has a  the fresh breath in the early morning at pulau perhentian. Wahahah...

Beautiful spin drift !

The resort... 

Snorkerling here!

Wide sea

The clean water, we able to see the stone in the sea.

The sea and the sky ~

Dawn !

Early morning in pulau perhentian waiting for sun rise, unfortunately  we failed to see it.  Anyway, it is still a beautiful view ^^

Good Morning all, now is 6am at pulau perhentian.

My graduation trip~

Yes! finally completed my exam, and had my graduation trip at Pulau Perhentian.
Seriously, i never went to Island before; and i am so happy to have fun in the Island. It made me so relaxing.
This is one of my expectation to be there, because i love the nature. I love the sea.

Outside view of my room

This is my room

The perfect view that i had my breakfast, lunch ,and dinner~

Yuhoo~ i am on the boat in the middle of the sea!

Sandy beach~

Have a drink , Cheers!~

Oh Yeah!

Do you believe the law of attraction? Personally i believe it and it also happen to me slowly....
When i was small i wish i can do what ever i like when i grow up.
Yes, i always do what ever i like because my parents give me freedom. Seriously, It can be said that my parents din't control me or limit me to do anything as long as it is not a wrong thing; and i appreciate i can grow in such environment. "Bear the consequence for what ever thing that you have done, it is your life" this is the lesson from my mum.

When i Study i wish i can enter to local university, unfortunately it was not happened as i was thinking. Well, it is not a big deal , i try to apply to another University. And now, i has been completed my course in this year.

Other than this, one my dreams had came true. I wish to travel, yes i have done it few days ago.
I wish to get the grade that i want when i am graduate. Yeah ! i got it.

Oh Yeah , i fell the power of attraction!

Round ~ and Cool~

what was you doing in the night of 5 May 2012?
 Did you looked to the sky? you will saw the biggest moon over the 20 years~
 The moon is in line to the earth with the closest distance ever..
Wow! It is cool.. Love it!

The moon is round, and it is keep on revolution..
The life is also the same, although sometime we might felt disappointed to the life ..
But remember, our life is still keep on moving without our realization...
Bitter will turn to sweet , and sad will gonna to be end in one day~
Time that we felt bitter now it will become a sweet memory in future.. It make us strong and staunch!
Cross your hand, and make a wish .. Luck will cross to you!

 The life is wonderful~

crazy shooting!

1 year has passed, it is fast ..my housemate has finished her foundation.
Have a Happy and crazy  shooting with them, wish them happy and lucky always.

last semester in Universitiy

It is 4 years time i have been studying in this University~!

It seems quite long journey, but it is short in fact..

Remember 3 years ago, i was just 18 years old and just like a new seed with full of dreams and expectation for the future. Studying foundation in science, had experiment in the lab; lecture class in a room which full of student; have a nice moment with roommate and friends...

hmm, but those sweet time has been a sweet memory. It wouldn't come back again because we all are growing in own journey and path. We have own dream that we gonna to achieve !

At this moment, i fell grateful because i am still alive in this wonderful life..

Yup, never give up and keep moving.

Time to PHOTO TAKING .... after presented our final project

A meaningful celebration

22 November is my mum birthday~ Anyway wish mum happy birthday and healthy forever!

currently, i am still in industrial training. And i also had done my presentation for my department. To be honest, i had no idea what to present when my colleague asked me to derived a presentation for the next team meeting... i just prepared my presentation slice two days ago before the presentation. Hmm, actually i just did it as normal during my presentation.

But surprisingly, the feedback from my audience / colleague is quite satisfy. Most happy is my boss gave me the RM50 secret recipe voucher as rewards. Haha, and i used this voucher to celebrate my mum birthday~

After came back from work , i had my dinner with my mum, sister and my nephew.

my nephew was excited with the food she ordered.

YEAH!

Enjoying new working environment

This is second week for my new job as a business analyst in EIS team.

Thanks to my boss for giving me a chance and hiring me as part of their team.

As a new intern i know nothing, all is fresh and new for me. i needto learn from beginning.

i am thankful to the people around me who willing to help me and guide me when i am loss.

i believe effort bring success, i will try my best and perform better in future.

The most headache thing happen when go and back from work. The train is too crowded, i be " ham " in train. By the way, it is fact that the train passenger is super super powerful in pushing each other when entering the train. Some time i have been pushed out of the train and nearly felt down... God bless me.

But i am thinking to bring in durian next time to protect myself from being pushing.

OCT 2011

感觉幸福。

今早的天气不错，一早醒来就呼吸到那样新鲜的氧气；整个人都精神起来！

泡了杯咖啡，咖啡的香味弥满漫整间房间；上着网，阅读今早的新闻；

同时，窗外来了阵阵凉风；风温柔的与我的肌肤碰触。

这时，我。。。。闻到了幸福的味道。

有时，我不得不感慨时间过的真快。几年前所遇过的人事物，现在也只能成为回忆。

偶尔把它当作电影播放，也不错。开心或不开心，那是心灵发出的讯息；能让不开心的心情变的开心， 那便是心灵的精神。看着身边的朋友所经历的生活，从中也体会到了一丝丝他们的感受。

人生本来就起起落落，就好像买了个高风险的股票。风险高的股票能给你带来很多的收获，同时也让你输的很惨失去的更多。精明的投资者会想尽办法减低风险，在最低的风险中赚取最高的利益。

当你在无法掌控情绪的时候，请记得用力的深呼吸。这样你才能发现生命的存在，你的出生不是为了别人，为了某种事物；而是学会体验和接受周围的人事物。

勇敢的投资者，你准备好了吗？幸福的感觉正等着你。

kedah trip

currently i am final year university student , well before graduate an "important project" need to complete. For this, i force to get the data for this project. Few public universities we had visited but unfortunately we can't get data successfully.

And now i use to go UUM at Kedah with one of my members in order to get the data. Kedah is the place that i never go before and it is quite strange for us. Both of us know nothing about kedah, many questions were appearing in my brain.

How to go UUM? Where is the location of UUM in Kedah? Should i take taxi or Bus? how much for all it take? How many hours we reach there......???? Well, first feeling for is excited and little bit scare.

After searching the location and the info about the location UUM for nearly half day. Finally, i get to know WHERE is the place and the way to go there! Thanks god.

Since my depart location is in Perak , kampar, so went there by train which took me for around 7 hours to reach Alor Star. A quite long journey, i also cant have a sweet dream in the train although very tired because of the noisy train's sound.

We departed at midnight 12.20 am , and we arrived Alor star , Kedah at 7.45am. First thing gonna to do ofcoz is breakfast. we went to a Mamak shop that nearby the station ktm to have our "kedah breakfast".

Actually, people in Kedah are very friendly and helpful. U do not believe?

Evidence 1: after taking breakfast, i asked the owner of the Mamak shop to confirm the direction. However, he was showing us the cheaper way and the faster way to reach UUM. If we did not followed the guidance of shop's owner, then we have to "potong" by the Taxi driver who would going to charge us for RM 55 for direct reaching UUM . =='' WoW, so expensive! Thanks to the Mamak' owner.

Evidence 2: we need to take a bus to go Sahab petana, the center Bus station. when the bus is reached, we still doubt whether the bus is go to Sahab Petana ..? Suddenly, Mak Cik at the back said: "bus ni pergi Sahab Petana, cepat naik". Wow, she know what we were discussing even though my friend and me were speak in Mandarin, Get shock Man! By the way, thanks to the Mak Cik.

Random shoot while waiting for the bus

Evidence 3: When we reached the UUM library, i asked one of the librarian the way to get the data. But, we were dressed in jean ,the policy of the UUM is dressed formal!

( HUH, that mean we cant enter?) i was thinking. Fortunately, they allowed us to enter after they known we are come from perak. Thanks to the librarian

UUM library at Kedah

Evidence 4: after getting the data successfully. we decided to go back. but there is no space in the bus, plus the ktm at Alor star had closed. The bus tickets seller suggested us to stay in the hotel and went back tomorrow morning as it was night. She was reserved two tickets for both of us back to kampar. Thanks to the ticket seller.

the bus station at sahab petana

the two bus ticket sellers were helping us to go back

Now, you believe or not they are very helpful?

we are get the job done, say goodbye to kedah.

5 regrets people make on their deathbed

5 regrets people make on their deathbed telling by the Nurse!

It make me says YES on it...

1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.

When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people have had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.

2. I wish I didn't work so hard.

This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children's youth and their partner's companionship. Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.

3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.

Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a result.

We cannot control the reactions of others. However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly,in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.

Often they would not truly realise the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved.Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

Many did not realise until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called 'comfort' of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have sillyness in their life again.

When you are on your deathbed, what others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again,long before you are dying.

From all the 5 lessons, LET MYSELF BE HAPPIER is the most important part for me!

How about you?

Deal with people

Previous i enjoy group discussion, it just because i can meet people around and found out what so different between my self and people around me. Learning to communicate with people around and having fun with them. Trying to discover and learn from people.

But now i found that i more enjoy doing work by my self. It just because it give me privacy and time for me to think and do whatever i like and interest for.

seriously, learning how to deal or associate with people around u is an important lesson through the life.

who are u? Where u are? what u doing ? Most of the people may not curious about it.

They only start to realize and found u when u able to influence them. Human relationship is complicated. Well , it take time for me to keep on searching ; discovering; and learning.

People in the are same in terms of they have common characteristic. As compared to animals, people able to realize the world; have perception to the things that is happening; able to analyse and make decision. People are intelligent ? Yes?

For me ,human are cleaver but not intelligent at all it just because we need to learning and keep on improving. If people can survive without learning , i think it is not human but it is beyond human. Learning formed thinking;Thinking formed realizing;realizing formed creative.

Either way, Human will have this common procedure.

Different people will have different attitude ; behavior ; culture; even the way they bring out their words and the way they look at thing.....

changing it just the method u try to suit people and make people match with u....

Dealing is a lesson that human need to learn in their long life journey !

1st time appear to my blog

16 March 2011, Wednesday

wow.. without realize the time is passing so fast, now is in the middle of March

Refresh to my previous memory, the time of old friend gathering during New Year still stay in my memory freshly.... Dont why.. May be i was very enjoying with them.

Any way, a lots of thing is keep changing..

people ; thing ; feeling ; even nature and climate also change ..

Including my emotion and feeling, sometime i may got little emo to myself or even people around me.

One reason that i found out, it was may be v are having different channel and signal. The wave between us are quite difference. so i think there is a gap of communication and stick together.

Sometime i may talk to myself is ok, but sometime really get mad to them.. But my emotion still under my control. Get upset is not the best matter to solve thing, it just get thing more worse, so one word for me... 忍~！

Sometime , i might felt quite appreciate and comfort to those people who confess to my effort.

so, keep on fighting!

Alvin and The Chipmunks: The Christmas Song

Happy Hours

Time is passing so fast. Now i am at the end of the year 2010.
Now is 23 Dec 2010. (11.30 pm). still left 30 minutes for me to enjoy my 19 years old "life". After this , it is my 20 th birthday.^ Happy Birthday to me ^ ... (Now i realise i am getting older and older.. hehe) . And this month it is also my semester break , after this i am entering Y2S3 for my uni life. One more year later i will contribute to the social. This make me excited and expected. Hopefully everything goes smoothly...

The day before yesterday, i have a great time with my friends who are also my previous roommates. We went shopping at Sg. Wang, Timesquare, and also fahrenheit 88. And the most excited me of course is Eating.
1st round - Shabu Shabu
2nd round- starbuck
3nd round- Kimgary
HOHo..first time eat so many food when go to shopping. And the only thing that i had bought is new shoes . While the two ladies who came with me , they also bought some cloths and a pair of shoes which is same as mine. kaka
By the way, we were deciding to sing k, but it is not succeed due to its expenditure.

Anyway, i am happy and appreciate to everyone and everything that surrounded me.
For the coming year , i wish i still healthy and happy....
Happy New Years and Merry Christmas !!!!

p/s: 心想事成 for my birthday wish...^==^hehe