A meaningful celebration

22 November is my mum birthday~ Anyway wish mum happy birthday and healthy forever!

currently, i am still in industrial training. And i also had done my presentation for my department. To be honest, i had no idea what to present when my colleague asked me to derived a presentation for the next team meeting... i just prepared my presentation slice two days ago before the presentation. Hmm, actually i just did it as normal during my presentation.

But surprisingly, the feedback from my audience / colleague is quite satisfy. Most happy is my boss gave me the RM50 secret recipe voucher as rewards. Haha, and i used this voucher to celebrate my mum birthday~

After came back from work , i had my dinner with my mum, sister and my nephew.

my nephew was excited with the food she ordered.

YEAH!

Enjoying new working environment

This is second week for my new job as a business analyst in EIS team.

Thanks to my boss for giving me a chance and hiring me as part of their team.

As a new intern i know nothing, all is fresh and new for me. i needto learn from beginning.

i am thankful to the people around me who willing to help me and guide me when i am loss.

i believe effort bring success, i will try my best and perform better in future.

The most headache thing happen when go and back from work. The train is too crowded, i be " ham " in train. By the way, it is fact that the train passenger is super super powerful in pushing each other when entering the train. Some time i have been pushed out of the train and nearly felt down... God bless me.

But i am thinking to bring in durian next time to protect myself from being pushing.

OCT 2011

感觉幸福。

今早的天气不错，一早醒来就呼吸到那样新鲜的氧气；整个人都精神起来！

泡了杯咖啡，咖啡的香味弥满漫整间房间；上着网，阅读今早的新闻；

同时，窗外来了阵阵凉风；风温柔的与我的肌肤碰触。

这时，我。。。。闻到了幸福的味道。

有时，我不得不感慨时间过的真快。几年前所遇过的人事物，现在也只能成为回忆。

偶尔把它当作电影播放，也不错。开心或不开心，那是心灵发出的讯息；能让不开心的心情变的开心， 那便是心灵的精神。看着身边的朋友所经历的生活，从中也体会到了一丝丝他们的感受。

人生本来就起起落落，就好像买了个高风险的股票。风险高的股票能给你带来很多的收获，同时也让你输的很惨失去的更多。精明的投资者会想尽办法减低风险，在最低的风险中赚取最高的利益。

当你在无法掌控情绪的时候，请记得用力的深呼吸。这样你才能发现生命的存在，你的出生不是为了别人，为了某种事物；而是学会体验和接受周围的人事物。

勇敢的投资者，你准备好了吗？幸福的感觉正等着你。

kedah trip

currently i am final year university student , well before graduate an "important project" need to complete. For this, i force to get the data for this project. Few public universities we had visited but unfortunately we can't get data successfully.

And now i use to go UUM at Kedah with one of my members in order to get the data. Kedah is the place that i never go before and it is quite strange for us. Both of us know nothing about kedah, many questions were appearing in my brain.

How to go UUM? Where is the location of UUM in Kedah? Should i take taxi or Bus? how much for all it take? How many hours we reach there......???? Well, first feeling for is excited and little bit scare.

After searching the location and the info about the location UUM for nearly half day. Finally, i get to know WHERE is the place and the way to go there! Thanks god.

Since my depart location is in Perak , kampar, so went there by train which took me for around 7 hours to reach Alor Star. A quite long journey, i also cant have a sweet dream in the train although very tired because of the noisy train's sound.

We departed at midnight 12.20 am , and we arrived Alor star , Kedah at 7.45am. First thing gonna to do ofcoz is breakfast. we went to a Mamak shop that nearby the station ktm to have our "kedah breakfast".

Actually, people in Kedah are very friendly and helpful. U do not believe?

Evidence 1: after taking breakfast, i asked the owner of the Mamak shop to confirm the direction. However, he was showing us the cheaper way and the faster way to reach UUM. If we did not followed the guidance of shop's owner, then we have to "potong" by the Taxi driver who would going to charge us for RM 55 for direct reaching UUM . =='' WoW, so expensive! Thanks to the Mamak' owner.

Evidence 2: we need to take a bus to go Sahab petana, the center Bus station. when the bus is reached, we still doubt whether the bus is go to Sahab Petana ..? Suddenly, Mak Cik at the back said: "bus ni pergi Sahab Petana, cepat naik". Wow, she know what we were discussing even though my friend and me were speak in Mandarin, Get shock Man! By the way, thanks to the Mak Cik.

Random shoot while waiting for the bus

Evidence 3: When we reached the UUM library, i asked one of the librarian the way to get the data. But, we were dressed in jean ,the policy of the UUM is dressed formal!

( HUH, that mean we cant enter?) i was thinking. Fortunately, they allowed us to enter after they known we are come from perak. Thanks to the librarian

UUM library at Kedah

Evidence 4: after getting the data successfully. we decided to go back. but there is no space in the bus, plus the ktm at Alor star had closed. The bus tickets seller suggested us to stay in the hotel and went back tomorrow morning as it was night. She was reserved two tickets for both of us back to kampar. Thanks to the ticket seller.

the bus station at sahab petana

the two bus ticket sellers were helping us to go back

Now, you believe or not they are very helpful?

we are get the job done, say goodbye to kedah.

5 regrets people make on their deathbed

5 regrets people make on their deathbed telling by the Nurse!

It make me says YES on it...

1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.

When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people have had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.

2. I wish I didn't work so hard.

This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children's youth and their partner's companionship. Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.

3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.

Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a result.

We cannot control the reactions of others. However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly,in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.

Often they would not truly realise the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved.Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

Many did not realise until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called 'comfort' of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have sillyness in their life again.

When you are on your deathbed, what others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again,long before you are dying.

From all the 5 lessons, LET MYSELF BE HAPPIER is the most important part for me!

How about you?

Deal with people

Previous i enjoy group discussion, it just because i can meet people around and found out what so different between my self and people around me. Learning to communicate with people around and having fun with them. Trying to discover and learn from people.

But now i found that i more enjoy doing work by my self. It just because it give me privacy and time for me to think and do whatever i like and interest for.

seriously, learning how to deal or associate with people around u is an important lesson through the life.

who are u? Where u are? what u doing ? Most of the people may not curious about it.

They only start to realize and found u when u able to influence them. Human relationship is complicated. Well , it take time for me to keep on searching ; discovering; and learning.

People in the are same in terms of they have common characteristic. As compared to animals, people able to realize the world; have perception to the things that is happening; able to analyse and make decision. People are intelligent ? Yes?

For me ,human are cleaver but not intelligent at all it just because we need to learning and keep on improving. If people can survive without learning , i think it is not human but it is beyond human. Learning formed thinking;Thinking formed realizing;realizing formed creative.

Either way, Human will have this common procedure.

Different people will have different attitude ; behavior ; culture; even the way they bring out their words and the way they look at thing.....

changing it just the method u try to suit people and make people match with u....

Dealing is a lesson that human need to learn in their long life journey !

1st time appear to my blog

16 March 2011, Wednesday

wow.. without realize the time is passing so fast, now is in the middle of March

Refresh to my previous memory, the time of old friend gathering during New Year still stay in my memory freshly.... Dont why.. May be i was very enjoying with them.

Any way, a lots of thing is keep changing..

people ; thing ; feeling ; even nature and climate also change ..

Including my emotion and feeling, sometime i may got little emo to myself or even people around me.

One reason that i found out, it was may be v are having different channel and signal. The wave between us are quite difference. so i think there is a gap of communication and stick together.

Sometime i may talk to myself is ok, but sometime really get mad to them.. But my emotion still under my control. Get upset is not the best matter to solve thing, it just get thing more worse, so one word for me... 忍~！

Sometime , i might felt quite appreciate and comfort to those people who confess to my effort.

so, keep on fighting!