A morbid start in this new semester

Started from yesterday, it is a morbid feeling for me. Well, i am not talking the study.

However, it was d environment and the condition that i am staying.

Yesterday night, i cant sleep well because my room is in the sultry condition even two fans is used but i was still sweating and this had make me insomnia.

Somemore, the WBLE and the intranet system was down. i unable to login and get my latest venue for my MUET exam and today class timetable . This has put me in to a hot soup.

This morning, it was my MUET -speaking test. But , i am not doing it well.

perhaps, i am too nervous until i unable give a best performance during the test. Anyhow, hope that it will be fine for my result.

After having the test , i had 3 tutorial continuously. Then it is time to back home.

Seriously, nowadays weather is so hot. [P/s: the sun is so charming and always smiling to us. ]

i was cycling back from campus, and my hands are so busy to control the bike and the umbrella.

Right hand- holding the bike

Left hand - gripping the umbrella

And the wind blew hard till swung my umbrella....

honestly, i hate this! It is so hot and there is still long distance from my hostel ...

One world was recurring from my mind--- better kill me!

Eating is better than anythings~

Few more days later, i am going back to continue my study.
In this semester break, there was nothing surprising me.
As i posted my comment in facebook, those things that i will do are shopping ; sing karaoke; watching; and one more important task of course is EATING la~
Eating is one of the tool that help me relax and release my stress 。
Eating is marvelous for me...
In our life, there are many sophistical Gage that bring us into multiple feelings and emotions.
Happy; unhappy; anxiety; peace; joy; rapture; rage; depression; anger; panic; boredom or loneliness... Those feelings is just like a dish mix with various of taste.
Difference level of life, having difference type of foods that showing my style.
Foods is writing out my feeling.
sad is sour,
lonely is bitter,
jealous is salty,
angry is spicy,
happy is sweet,
life is delicious . mixed together is neutral.
i love vegetable, because it is nature
i love fruit , because it is healthy,
i love spicy, because it challenge my sense of taste.
Eating make me happy.
Eating make me full.
Eating make me realize i still alive.
Eating make me the meaning of enjoy.
without a doubt , a suitable eating habit must have , to prevent getting fat and avoid illness.
Hopefully i will not getting fat after took a lot of foods .. hehe

win or loss,depend on u yourself

No matter where u are? who are u? what condition u are encounter in?
whether u are unhappy ; sad ; lonely; frustrated; lovelorn; or hate somebody..
The next action that a normal human will do is to complain and beef somebody else..
But one thing that people must to know is that the real enemy actually is they themselves..
Thinking is the most powerful weapon in the world of organisms ...
One thinking- change mind set~ change emotion~change attitude~change action~change choice~change your life!
The only one that can control u yourself .... is u yourself
Happy or not...hate/love some one... is your choice
I realize that people nowadays always compete with each others and try to win and vanquish the enemy who behind them.. However , the real enemy is they themselves because the "enemy " is come from their thinking.. come from their heart!
choose to give up; or choose to win yourself ... All are depends on you yourself
because you are the one who control ur thinking ; ur own mind set ; ur action.
if u find that u are loss, it is because of u have lost ur direction... It is because of u have become
your enemy.. Try to have a deep breath; and arouse ur brave; continue step toward ur goal and destination.

For me this philosophy , is quite meaningful to me....
The lesson bring to us is easy and clear, But the difficult thing is self control..
The action and emotion , it require a staunch willpower.